On a dreary and rainy day last week a common occurance in my weekly routine arose once more. I peered down at my fuel gauge while cruizing along I-35 in Kansas City to notice that my fuel was on empty and my gas light was soon to appear to remind me of the need to refuel immediately.
This scenerio has been far too often the case in my driving days in the last few years. As a result of being a poverty stricken college student as well as beginning a new job in a new town I have often found myself hoping and praying that my tank of gas will last me as long as possible before I am obligated to fill up and endure the ever rising expense of gasoline. As I finally begin to climb out of a poor economic state with the blessing of my new job I cannot help but look at this situation in perspective of my Christian faith and evaluate its similarities to my daily triumphs and failures at this Christian life.
How often do we find ourselves as Christians merely trying to get by? How often do we look at our daily struggles and wonder if there is any hope of peace, security, and joy in this difficult life? How often do we allow our resevoir of fellowship, prayer, opportunities for evangelism, and time before the Lord in his Word to dwindle to life threatening levels? How many Christians in this modern day are under the false security of being ok but in reality are one catastrophy from hitting rock bottom? These thoughts draw me to question: Why do we continue to exist in a state of need when the supply is so ever present and available at a cost that is not our own?
I am reminded of the words of Psalm 23 which say -
"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lordforever." Oh what hope and peace are given in these words! Our shepard has provided our green pastures and taken us to still waters! Let us eat and drink and take in our fill of his good measure!
Furthermore these words must be our call to delight in the presence and faithfulness of the Lord to supply our every need with his closeness to our requests- "There is a joy which is not given to the ungodly, but to those who love Thee for Thine own sake, whose joy Thou Thyself art. And this is the happy life, to rejoice to Thee, of Thee, for Thee; this it is, and there is no other."- Augustine of Hippo
Brothers and sisters... if you are like me and have found yourself traveling this Christian road alone, weary, disheartened, and empty... won't you fill yourself from the resevoir of our Glorious Lord's faithful love? Won't you ask another to join you in prayer, commitment to the daily reading and meditation of Gods word, and to travel with you? I am learning the absolute necessity of fellowship in this Christian life... It is time to pause and allow the Lord to fill us with Himself before we continue one more day in a state of emptiness. Restore our souls oh Lord... restore us once more.